I made this video a year ago when I looked at my chest for the very 1st time after top surgery.
I absolutely HATE not being in control of my image so it was very difficult for me to film myself "raw" but I wanted to show what top surgery truly is about.
I didn't stage it, I didn't script it.
That's unadulterated joy here.
The only thing is that without camera I'd probably have just sobbed uncontrollably.
#transGem #transjoy#trans#transgender #transmasc #lgbtq #topsurgery #hrt
Video of myself in my bathroom, with my face blurred and the caption "Me, a 46y old NB transmasc discovering my chest after top surgery."
In the video I'm removing the bandages to discover my newly made chest with 2 big scars and nipple grafts.
I can't help crying with happiness when I finally look at myself.