I made this video a year ago when I looked at my chest for the very 1st time after top surgery.

I absolutely HATE not being in control of my image so it was very difficult for me to film myself "raw" but I wanted to show what top surgery truly is about.

I didn't stage it, I didn't script it.
That's unadulterated joy here.

The only thing is that without camera I'd probably have just sobbed uncontrollably.

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