Good thing happened to me today:
I got a diagnosis.
Its been 13+ years.
Ive been looking for these answers for 13+ years.
Today, i stop looking and start treatment.
Im not sad about the diagnosis
Im sad that it took 13+ years and being disbelieved, dismissed, belittled and gaslit by so many doctors across all of that time to get to this moment.
Its weird to be this relieved at receiving news that i have an incurable condition
If youre in the hell that is undiagnosed limbo, just know that your suffering is real and its not diagnosis that gives you validity. You deserve answers, and you shouldnt have to fight as hard as i did to get them. Love you 馃┓
