In the body cam and jail house videos from his drunk pistol waving bathroom stunt the ICE agent seems to be struggling with the fact that his line of work was inherently fascists and harming people.

He mentions the emotional toll of going viral and being a fascist. It's not clear if he had put together all the pieces that his job had led him to be so reviled.

One thing is clear, tho everyone should know how sad ICE agents get when they get in trouble!

https://youtu.be/HvUsZtJ5LkI

@nullagent https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnyBJJI2eqs