Nothing permanent can exist in our universe. not philosophically-PHYSICALLY
to be permanent, something would have to be immune to cause and effect
no interaction with photons (invisible), no gravitational effects (massless) no thermodynamic relationship with anything
to exist IS to change
to be permanent would literally violate the laws of physics
which means the universe fundamentally doesn't do permanent
not your suffering, not your mistakes, not your fears
the cosmos itself forbids forever-prisons