so last week, but for my bag, shoes and compression bra, everything i was wearing i made in these 2 cancer-free LongCOVID-free years.
and one of the radiologists noticed.
when she asked me were i bought my palazzo culottes βwhich i made in such a way it looks like a Dior New Look skirtβ, and i told her i made it, she didn't even lose a bit:
i had no idea you were a fashion designer.
FAM: almost burst out in ugly sobs, and she wasnβt even pancaking my boob on the mammo machineβ¦
that she saw the effort.
that she acknowledged the skill.
that this woman, this doctor, who knew my health history, literally inside and outβ¦
FAM that meant the world to me.
cuz thatβs all i wanted to be as a little girl and was sworn to never be.
yes i chose other paths with my vast arsenal of skillsβ¦ yet knowing always there was this part of me that just wants to draw paper dolls, fondle fabrics and make everything around me look fabulousβ¦