I'm getting back on the 🐎 after the holidays in the *first week of January*. that is a *huge* improvement.

I'm definitely experiencing some lagging cognitive impact from holiday stress - tunnel vision when working on tasks, and multiple obvious incidents of not parsing things people are saying in a sensical way, both of which are big "tells" - but dude. I didn't get to where I am now until sometime in March last year, and it was April or May at best in the years before that / after 2019.