Back to the gym because I have to workout to get better except when working out makes things worse except that some kinds of worse are worth it and important but also it's on a time delay so I kind of have to experiment and just find out which kinds are the worse kinds but certain forms of healing won't get signaled in my body unless I work out but also even the good healing kind hurts

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(that's a Sisyphus emoji pictorial)