so i feel fine as long as i don't think about work.
the dwindling online engagement adds to the despair. the technical conversations we regularly had before elon shot twitter to pieces, it's all gone now. the angry walls of lamentations everywhere get lots of attention which just depresses me more. i don't know how to deal with all this, it makes me feel ronery. is a choice necessary or can i just wait it out? no idea.
oh and there's the whole end of the world "don't look up" business too.