As a generally anxious person, especially with social interactions, I have discovered a new type of anxiety I feel when recording YouTube videos. It is called Voice Confrontation. I genuinely hate the sound of my voice. Many people describe it as a cringe feeling, but it is stronger than that.
That is the reason it has been about two weeks since my last video after establishing a pretty regular weekly schedule. I have multiple scripts written, titles all planned out, and thumbnails completed, but I just can't bring myself to record lately. It might be a combination of the weather (it has been very cold here) and just not feeling great physically (maybe UCTD related?), but the mental block is real.
I'm working through it, but wanted to explain the silence here on my personal account without bringing down everyone on the channel.
Wikipedia: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Voice_confrontation