*shrugs*
the only magic I've ever seen in my life is Pavel Datsyuk stickhandling a puck.
Just not my bag. Not here to shit on anyone else's beliefs or happiness, but I am everything you folks hate about "rationalists" minus the burning hate on for "debating" spiritual people and "proving" a negative.
I have never felt God's love because I have never felt God, either. Don't do tarot, don't do praying, don't do rituals.
If it's working for you, I ain't here to stop ya. But it's not for me.