This evening I have been listening to one of @Eceni 's podcasts and thinking about my failure in trying to lead the village's planning working group, and about the cognitive dissonance underlying my Tricycle project. I suspect this essay will be a grim read; it's not well formed in my mind as I sit down to write.
https://www.journeyman.cc/blog/posts-output/2025-10-12-the-point-of-no-return/