I'm so embarrassed to be genuinely invested in a sportsball.
Not because I think badly of other people for enjoying sportsball. I don't. It's a thing people like.
I've just always been a person who is like "I'm fine with watching absolutely no sportsball at all, thanks." I kept telling Spouse he was not allowed to notice that I was intently observing the game.
But sometimes when you love someone & spend a whole lot of time with them, you start to enjoy the things they love.
I never go to Brewers games, but we do go with his family to watch a team in a lower league a couple times each summer. It's nice to get the baseball experience in a reasonably sized place with a reasonably sized crowd.
I think last night was the first time I had all my mental gears turning while watching the game. Helps to be watching such a high stakes game too, of course.