Computers were the special interest I could always slip into even when brain was scattered in every direction
And they have ruined it and I can't bring myself to do anything now
...take up painting? 😟
@cy I am definitely picking up art again for downtime activities! Which has been nice; but my career is currently collapsing and I can't afford to transition to art for a job right at this point which is where the real stress is hitting. I can't buy into the BS anymore and it's becoming impossible to get through work tasks
Oh no, you got a career in it? Damn that sucks. I managed to... well, fail to get a career. You're right trading hobbies is lots easier.
@cy yeah real double edge there. Getting a career in development allowed me to keep a career in development despite the undiagnosed ADHD. Now I know I'm neurospicy AF and only made it this far due to luck.
All I can think is look at what companies your company has worked with in the past, who actually physically made something. Maybe something with them is less of a devil's bargain. I'm the last person to offer career advice thouh