I could literally not want to go running any less than I do right now. I have been awake since 5. I have done 4 mega things outside my comfort zone I didn't have the spoons for, outside of going to work from 7 to 5. I'm pretty tired. I'm solo parenting with an anxious teen who is going to a festival at 6am on Thursday (and I must spend tomorrow night supporting THE PACKING tomorrow then take her to the station first thing Thursday. Whilst continuing to work. There's a lot more but if I start listing I'll never stop. So I signed up to do the big boy group tonight. I am NOT feeling it. I suspect I will definitely die. I am the weakest link.... goodbye..... in that group. A shit. A rubbish shit. Worthless. Not deserving of...... This is boring. Sorry. I'm going running. The end.