the reason i want a terrible proof of concept for zstd length extension is because:
(1) it will be a hilarious argument in itself that zstd is overengineered garbage
(2) it will be a cute comparison to the RFC which is deeply unserious (7-level outline nesting in exactly one subtree, actively hinders comprehension)
(3) uses the same trick made famous in cpython's Racist Buffer Overflow
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i don't think it was "important" for me, because i actively fight my brain in siege warfare if i detect signs of that uncleanliness. and i mostly just defeat my brain with superior logical reasoning when it tries to go sex-repulsed i'm like awwww you're malfunctioning how cute.
i do wonder if "middle out" made anyone gay who:
- is very autistic
- scared to consider male attraction
my hypermasculinity is specifically identifying someone engaging in toxic masculine hierarchical coercion/bullying and screaming at them. bonus points for wearing a pink shirt. it turns out if you wear pink people assume you're high level because they decided yeah i'm gonna allow people to control my speech and behavior because that's the world i want to live in man
i have mentioned on here before that i got called the f slur literally for the first time ever in boston back from the algorave because these four drunk males were so mad at my fit being literally legendary
the f slur came out when the fucking genius live coding witch with the extremely chic shoulder pads jacket and pink dress said hi to me because not only was i dressed in ways they were scared to (yoga pants as part of a two-piece pants set, emphasizing my legs, which are long, because i'm tall) and a girl was being nice to me which of course is an insult propagated from me to said drunk boys via a transitive edge relation
@hipsterelectron remind me an anecdote. My first mechanical keyboard was a razer and there was a kraken headset bundled with it. Turn out to be like neon pink. I had no issue with it despite presenting male.
One day I was at a terrasse drinking some beer, wearing the headset around my neck as I was using it while walking around. Young women at the table next to mine stricked coersation, turn out they were gamer and neon pink headset is code for "safe male gamer" or something I guess.
one of them stopped yelling at me and started picking on her and i was so in my fucking element:
- there is a damsel (who is a wizard at future computer music. cried to her set)
- and these boys are so distressed
- the train is 2 minutes away
- [pushes glasses to face] you are dealing with a debate bro on a time limit
i did apologize to future music computer witch for riling them up a bit bc i would have said nothing if they were not separated by 200ft and electrified rails bc i would never put a marginalized woman's safety at risk for machismo. that's when you "take it outside" so mr not autistic not emotional can calm down away from the lights and sound.
unfortunately the one time this did happen (other bar, nashville) i didn't notice a large male (white guy) approaching me at all until someone else (black guy, really skillful at deescalation, clearly white guy's friend) had stepped between me and danger. thank you sir if i'm in nashville again i will send you good tidings
nashville bar quicktime event cancel was because i was nice to a girl and complimented her jacket and she was so sweet. she took (just fun) pictures on my phone which tbh is a really cute idea ! memories without names can just be memories!
i'm glad the guy in nashville seems to have thoughtful friends. makes me less worried he's going to harm the girl who literally teared up when i called her pretty and said her jacket (shoulder pads again) was stylish. i think he literally convinced himself that he had to be seen as like confrontational to avoid jeers over the mentally ill individual who was nice to "his" girl
i must......i must grunt and express displeasure at the guy in all pink......this is about honor......you wouldn't understand.......
maybe i'm stunted from hating tv but at bigwig balls in gundam 0079 and multiple jewish weddings last year but i didn't even ask nashville princess to dance with me i just acted exactly like one of the rich zeon fuckboys did introducing himself to icelina:
- use interpersonal pronoun indicating royalty
- literally say nice things
- suddenly there is an explosion due to the surprise attack by amuro ray
i do wish "you wouldn't understand" wasn't so implicitly dismissive. i would love to understand! why would you challenge me at this juncture? but i understand this strange culture's ways...........emotional vulnerability is rude to acknowledge. it's polite to let them be a little condescending because they don't know how to say their social batteries are out. deprived
of course, there are distinct intonations of "you wouldn't understand" that do admit lighthearted indignance as an acceptable response. i've seen this on tv
not the accent syllable position btw. no, i think a 200ms pause (voiced or unvoiced) near the right end of "wouldn't" would indicate the subject is very much in fact open for discussion
i do think the united states tries very hard to encode these sorts of formalities as a class marker. thank goodness for tv which enables us to brush up on our assimilationism without the stress of performing for others outside
"imagine if you went outside without performing"
- [american] what?
- [brain has just kernel panicked, rebooting]
- [looking around, smiling, ok nobody is pathologizing me, drop the defensive smile]
need to figure out how to fit in hypermasculine reflexive particle ore-sama + propublica "real hacker" into some sort of identity. i could live code i have wanted to for ages
also apparently tidalcycles https://tidalcycles.org/ (emacs interface to a haskell live coding music lang) is hard to build from source. and also emacs plugin API is Actively On A Trajectory Towards What Can Be Referred To As Good Now
oh "real hacker" as like the crucial misread of a useless reply guy while specifically advocating for the cause of labor against LLMs is important too. that's good origin story material
i have at least 17 origin stories. i used to have 3, then they were coherent for a time, now i'm back to celebrating each one
that's not intended in a plural way it is closer to an overview of my shifting understanding of the political valences of software. the war flashbanged me here
the only thing Manlier than White Knighting a computer witch from the future is doing it to support the cause of Labor. i have decided.
cognitive dissonance is crazy. do neurotypicals even know this word? maybe it upsets them so they try to forget about it. normal and not pathological ✅
neuroharm. neuroheinous
