I've never believed in work, and no attempt to engage in it seems to make the world or my life any better. I'm done. I quit.
"No one should ever work.
Work is the source of nearly all the misery in the world. Almost any evil you’d care to name comes from working or from living in a world designed for work. In order to stop suffering, we have to stop working."
https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/bob-black-the-abolition-of-work